It’s times like this when I find I really need to call on Jesus as my guide to help me see beyond my own limited sight of this world and it’s limitations. The past year has run me through the wringer. My world has been shaken and turned upside down and whenever I feel solidity from the earth I’m sent reeling again from another blow. It’s forced me to learn to not rely on what I have in the past. I cannot provide for my own safety and salvation and none of the comforts that I once believed provided security to this frail idea of a person I thought I was. Separate from God I am lost, crushed, and hiding in fear from a dark world I have kept away from His light.

Now once again I need to let go and trust that Jesus will help me see again and remove my pain and fear with a glimmer of his light and Love. I cannot bare alone what I am here for and know not the way to my own salvation. My thoughts and judgments keep me apart from God as I would try to provide for my own salvation and be led into a maze of twisting paths that lead nowhere. His way leads me directly Home and is a path I could not see without Him. It is a path that I was so blinded to before that it did not even seem exist. I shining light came to reveal it was always there and a knowledge that I was never alone as I had thought.

Without my Guide the path to God is hidden. I cannot make that road Home myself no matter how many tools the world seems to offer. The roads of the world are built without vision and their way is not true. I cannot go back to building false roads in blindness using fear and judgement as my compass. This will never do. I need help now and my only hope is beyond myself and what the world in darkness tells me. My salvation is not in the world I see but in the world beyond this world that only He shows me. Thank you Jesus for coming into this world to show me the way out.

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